had another busy 4-days evaluation this week with 3 S...I...R...
Just one last stage 2 for this year @ Australia next month...
but earlier this week, I got fucked quite badly by my PC...
bad enough that I almost teared up...
it was pretty much for my ignorance and irresponsibility...
I've indeed changed so much...
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met up with a long lost bro, Raj last nite for a prata supper...
went to yishun dam to chill out shortly after supper...
yet again another person who've said I've changed drastically...
not for the better, but for the worse...
probably I'm just mentally fucking tired already...
I only woke up this afternoon at 430pm...
day by day, time juz fucking past by wastefully...

the pressure no one understands...

I'm feeling just like a rebellious kid...
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I thought I could change your mind...
I guess I'm born to view from afar...
so long as I see that your safe and sound...
that's all I needed to know
even though I cant be by your side...
I hope you choose the happy way out...